cut anyone and everyone out of your life that makes you feel small, hurt, humiliated, stupid, worthless, etc. do it swiftly and violently and without remorse.
Don’t you get those days where you feel like it’s going to be a good day, because of how it started. Well, I think today is one of those days. I woke up to texts asking what my grades were for the summer program and I immediately went to my laptop and went on the site to check my grades. I had a feeling that I would pass but I wanted a confirmation so, when I checked and calculated the GPA, I knew I passed. I was so happy, because at that moment I knew my all my hard work wasn’t for nothing. For the first time, I actually studied for exams and I actually felt overwhelmed, because of the limited time that I had. It is definitely a different world in college. The things that I took as a joke in high school can no longer be taken as a joke in college. Even though I could’ve done better in my opinion, I still tried my hardest and for that, I can safely say I am proud of myself. I want to thank the people that believed in me and helped me throughout the course of the summer program. Most importantly, I want to thank myself, because for once I believed that I could make it.
your tumblr is one of those things that you want everyone to see but at the same time you never want to show it to anyone
Going from feeling nothing, to feeling too much, to feeling nothing, to feeling everything all at once again.