I come home everyday thinking everything is going to be okay. But it’s not, it really isn’t. I don’t think it ever will. As these two important people that have been part of my life for the past 16 years begin to distance from each other, begin to stop exchanging fewer words day by day, begin to separate emotionally and by law, how can anything become okay? I’m so used to them just not talking to each other, used to them always finding conversations through a fight, used to them tolerating each other, and used to them being there for me as a whole. I guess all I can say now is all of that is over or will be over and now I have to adapt to a whole new lifestyle for the rest of my life.